I guess this is goodbye

 English 3 and English 4 are not so different from each other, although in English 4 the demand is higher, the truth is that I thought I would lose a bit of embarrassment to speak English but I am still exactly the same, I do not have fluency to do it, I lack vocabulary and when I speak it I do it very slowly, I understand that when you are not a native speaker of a language it is not easy to speak it, but in the era we are in, where English is everywhere, it should be easier, and although it is not as hard for me to other people, speaking in English is an ordeal...

Maybe it's not to be embarrassed, because the truth is you feel like you're making a fool of yourself, although it comforts me a little that my mother and my twin have heard me speaking in English and they have told me that I do quite well, I want to believe them until the teacher tells me otherwise, then I can run and cry, but the important thing here is that perhaps thanks to this we realize that we understand English more than we thought, for example, when the teacher speaks to us in English I understand everything perfectly, so when he gives the instructions in Spanish after having given them in English I confirm that I did understand. Despite how much I love my vacations, this subject has been very pleasant, it has helped me realize that I can (perhaps a little) speak English, or at least I can try, perhaps if in the future I have to communicate with someone who speaks another language, English can facilitate communication between the two of us, in fact, thanks to English I have already communicated with people from abroad and I hope to continue doing so, but this time in a more fluid way